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tiktoktiktok..jam berdetik..jam menunjukkan pukul 5.50pg...sementara menunggu azan subuh baik aku tulis dulu blog ni...aku baru balik dari main futsal kat cyberjaya..3 jam gak la main..nasib baik free je..huhu..penat gak la main..sebab "court" dia agak besar la...standard size la..tapi court dia pakai simen..ok la...ramai gak la yg main hari ni...kata free...best gak la main ari ni...release tension gak la..dpt la aku melupakan beberapa perkara yang masih bermain di kepala otak aku ni...it's quite complicated to describe,what is going wrong with me now...sometimes i feel like i am living in a lala land...what had happened to me for the past few months was like a dream that came to me while i was sleeping...sometimes i hope the dream will vanish forever n ever..but sometimes i hope the sweet dreams will last forever...but i think this dreams are not sweet as sugar anymore..but it is becoming sour day by day..but this dreams had tought me a lot of things regarding the life in this beautiful world..the most precious thing that i've learned was, never ever believe that dream is really happening or will happen..take it for granted and make it dissapear quickly...if not, i'll live in this lunatic,freaking lala land forever n ever...if i still want to live in this fantasy world, i must face a lot of challenge and maybe a lot of true lies from the people who always lie with their sweet promises...bak kata orang,cakap x serupa bikin.. kelmarin kata lain,ari ni kata lain..mmg xde pendirian la orang tu...pendek kata,apa yg fantasi tu, susah utk kita nak jadikan realiti tapi apa yang realiti tu, agak senang untuk kita jadikan fantasi..kerana manusia mudah berangan-angan dalam hidup mereka...

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