family gath..

hari ini balik umah makcik aku a.k.a umah tok aku..best betoi..dapat main bola ngan sepupu2 aku..dah lama x main..dpt mkn makcik aku masak...best giler dia masak...hahaha...lepak sana sampai kol 1130mlm...bajet nak tido sana tapi x leh la..sebab tgh hari kang ada kenduri lak.. hadiah pon lom beli lagi...hmm..tapi esok pas kenduri nak balik sana balik..ptg nak main bola lagi la..hmm..

the ugliness of you!

too many lies,
too many words,
too many shit,
that's the truth!

stop the lies,
stop using that words,
stop!stop!stop!

start to tell the truth,
start to use that words,
start!start!start!

please stop promising,
please start not to promise,
because u can't...

yg gembira hanya sementara...

yang gembira itu hanya sementara,
jangan percaya dengan kegembiraan itu,
kerana ketika itu kita sedang lupa diri,
kegembiraan itu memakan diri kita...

ketika gembira , senyum dan ketawa sentiasa,
tapi bila kesunyian,
adakah teman yg gembirakan kita itu,
menghilangkan kesunyian kita?

kuatkan hati kita,
jangan tunduk dan layu dengan gembira,
jangan cair dengan senyuman nya,
itulah helah yg mencairkan kita...

exam!!!

ntah pe la result aku..kimia ngan subjek en hazzah tu mcm bungkus je...

songsang,tetap songsang

manusia kian hari kian pelik,
perempuan moden kembali purba,
kaum lelaki rambang mata,

usia semakin tua,
pemikiran tetap kolot,
jika tiada pendirian,
air kencing setan pun sanggup diteguk,
di sekitar kelab-kelab malam,
pabila mabuk menyusuk kalbu,
nafsu makin mencucuk diri.

dulu makan dengan tangan ,
sekarang bertukar guna sudu,
poket kosong, ambik rasuah,
akaun penuh, bagi rasuah,
itulah adat turun temurun.

jalan-jalan pegang tangan,
tak tengok kiri kanan,
apabila diri tak mampu menahan,
gaya binatang jadi ikutan.

orang putih senang hati,
melihat kita gelap hati,
otak besar tak reti guna,
walaupun boleh bawak ke mana-mana.

-2005-

i don't think this life is a straight road and long enough to do everything

as easy as a,b,c,

i don't know what's in the sea,
i don't pick the wrong tea,
wrong choice makes me feel guilty.

i don't care what's spinning and turning,
if i care it makes me sick,
i don't wanna know what's on CNN,
someday my life will end,
soon it will end,
will end..

i don't think without a brain,
i don't think with money in my hands,
i don't think with power inside me,
i don't think as a leader of england,
i think what i think is right..

i hate what i hate,
i love what i love,
i don't know what to do,
should i know what to do?

-2005-

cuti, cuti, cuti!!!

hmmm...ari ni aku balik sp..jalan memanjang one lane kat hiway...sebab tgh rapair skit2..dah le kete bnyk..nk komplain pun x leh gak sebab diaorg upgrade utk kiter gak nanti...dari bangi nak sampai sp dekat 6.5 jam gak la...tapi bnyk stop la tadi..off course la sebab ngantuk....smlm tido 4 jam je...dari ari kamis sampai ahad smlm duk enjoy je..jln2 kat o.u., the curve, bkt bintang, main futsal kat s.alam..bnyk gak la duit abis..tapi ok la..dah dekat satu sem x enjoy...huhu..sem ni mmg bz la..blh kire bape kali aku kuar jumpa kwn2...